chubd0dqwijdean:

*sits down and pulls out briefcase and shuffles papers* mhmhmMHMmhm

oh man, they probably only had sex once before, and it didn’t get past handjobs and frantic kissing because they were so scared that if they took the time to go slow, something would go wrong and it would be over all of a sudden

and when cas is human it’s so different, because dean knows he’s not going anywhere, and they have the time to be slow, and they probably lay in bed and kiss quietly for hours before dean pushes fingers into him, and cas is absolutely losing his mind, because being human makes everything feel so close and real

and eventually when dean pushes in cas tears up a little bit, not because it hurts or anything, but because for the first time since he lost his grace he doesn’t feel so empty~~